Do I really love God?

4/12/24 :

What beauty the Hebrew language is teaching me. I have failed miserably to love God and worship God the way He deserves to be worshipped and loved. Worship isn’t what I’ve been taught the last 54+ years of my life. (But that’s another book for another time that I have only read the intro to, lol!)

It’s a prostrate-face-to-the-ground-sharing-my-heart-with-His kind of worship. Not standing and singing, raising my hands, and “showing off my voice” kind of thing. UGH!

I want to worship Him the way His heart wants to be worshipped by me.

And you.

And not because He needs it, but because I love Him.

Read that again… not because He needs it, but because I love Him.

I want to because of everything He has done for me.

I also don’t love (racham) Him the way He deserves to be loved by me. Did you know that your heart should be knit to His. Like so put together that you live in sync with what He wants from you?

Like in marriage, I want to please him and make Him a priority and live my life side by side with Him.

Hand in hand.

Heart to heart.

And actually tell Him I love Him. Over and over again. Worshipping Him for who He is and love Him back, the lover of my soul.

For so long we’ve been taught a watered down version of Christianity. We don’t, as a whole, love anything well. Especially God! Oh, but I want that change. I want to love Him. And knit my heart to his.

More on this kind of love (racham) tomorrow….